 RAIN HARD
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yes! back after missing a whole year of not blogging, and suddenty i felt like blogging for god knows what reason. cause of the random urge of reading my old blog post just gives me the mood to type some stuff down.
to be honest , who could have known that my previous post turns out to be hilarious. seriously, crap myself the last few nights while reading it. damn son.
so its been a year of non-blogging as i mention , and , no clue how i stopped. maybe cause of ns, idk.. so heres a jizz of what ever i acheived in 2010.
-ord
-attain commanders award.
- got a school
-got back on ma old job as an operator at ski 360
-got 1st for asian wakepark championship amature wakeskate .
-4th for advance wakeboard n 2nd for open wakeskate for mettle games.
-landed alot of new tricks
-still in love with ma baby
-got a new bike
=)
thats about it i guess, but who could have know that it was quite a fruitful year i must say. filed with ups and down, well thats what happen every year, but still theres alot of things to learn every day.
least now, realised time fly by so fast n it seems like yesterday that i had my 16 birthday, n this year im gonna be 23. TWENTY FREAKING THREE! yes old. and blogging for nuts.
like what they say,age is just a number. who the hell is they anyway?stupid or what? seriously getting older, and im racing for time.time.time.time. dont wana think so much.
as for now all i could think about is, school, cable and my baby boooooooo!
=)
oh its been awhile since ive talked crap, so here goes.
go out get some pokki pokki and walk walk till i find my self a kaki to sit down and have a stick of ciggarate and some kopi. then finish talk talk we go party at maria carry's baldi cause its worth the money cause it free. and party goes on n on n on till the sun goes down then the sun comes out again, then its goes down again then suddently it goes to the left then it goes to the right then it goes round and round and round and never stop. then it stop cause the traffic light is red. then then traffic light is green then it goes again then stop cause got zebra crossing, then go on n on n on till one day peter got elected to be the president of the under table , and is incharge of cleaning all the chewing gums stains till its clean so use loc detergent to make all the dirt go away, sho sho sho go away. oh hok oh hok cause thats the way like it, the way you move that pencil so unique quick like a ninja. so fast and silently yet fast enough to clean the back of my key board till its squeeky clean n not a spec of dust is in sight .one word, BED BUGS should be murdered! each and every one of them if u see it, just give a quick bang with ur gun, an the double bang just in case it is still alive cause its dangeroud i tell u dangerous!!!!!! pick a pack a pick a pack a pick a lets try the tangling toung twisting thing to tick that thing to take the thong to throw to the tic-tacs a talk till the topok turns to turnadad tubago to try and trick the trikity tricks thus turns the tracks to pack the packs and kiss the rats tosai. eh alamak, salah pulak, tk rhyme la.
=) love ma life.
happy baby?
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love is in the air and all i think of is you...
here's a short note for you. =)
i thought that dreams are just a game for our sleep,
i thought that colours are just something that you could see.
i thought that the wind were just air moving around,
i thought that voices were just nothing but sounds.
love, to many are feelings from the heart.
love, to majority are feelings from the start.
love, to some are feelings from inside the pants,
but love to me is the feeling when i touch your delicate hands....
after years i knew you,
you changed me a whole lot.
that's the thing i never had thought.
like dreams are now a reality when i had you.
colours are more than colours when i look deep into your eyes , and its true.
beautiful voices takes the shape of Hanisah Bte Rahmat,and the wind,
the wind are those butterfly kisses you blew to me..
baby you just have no idea how much you mean to Fahkrudin...
the care and concern that you had showered me with ,
make me vow, never to leave you again.
the understanding and trust that you never fail to have towards me,
made me treasure you more and realise that i could never ever have
anyone better or even close to same as you..and i bet my bottom dollar , your the best girl, that I'd ever had and i never want to lose you ever any more...
you're the only girl that knows what i think,
that calls me when I'm holding and staring at my phone,
that text me when i was about to text you,
that can spends time with me, yet not eat the whole day.
that does not care bout all the materials and money,
and love me to who I really am....
love you baby..........=)
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this was what my sweet beloved gave me to encourage me to update my blog..
Ive done reading some of ur previous post. like i said, when i miss u so so much, i will read ur post & that makes me feel betta. i donnoe why but it works! i have no idea when r u gonna read this cause only if u INTEND to update ur blog then u Will read this. so i guess not anytime sooner cause u memang besar nye pemalas nak update! haha let this be a simple & sweet surprise k. for now, i Will hint u to update ur blog.
u know what baby, i feel so so lucky, so so blessed to have u. we're pretty much in love with each other. see how greatly difference before and after, if u get what i mean. how we grow so connected with each other. i have made up my mind that only u know me best. YES ONLY YOU FAHKRUDIN! during my hardest time, my joyest moment, u were there to hold me close and be my witness. u love me so much til at one moment i question myself if I'm good enough to deserve ur love. and yes i love u tooo much, no doubt bout it. ill make u my last. insyaallah.
guess ive said enough. these are just random stuff i wanna say to u.
"when u feel e gust of wind brush thru ur face..............................."- continue it baby. :)
and that is so so sweet la syg...
and yes she kept on hinting me to update my blog so i could see the surprise she dropped me quite awhile ago.
baby, ur the sweetest thing that had happen to me .. i cant imagine my life living without u..
even without ur presence , had made it feel so painstaking for me to bare, like for example today.. u went fro kl just for one day, and I'd missed you oh so much that it gives me butterflies in my hard tummy just thinking about your safety there miles away from me...
i even put my nick name at l4d as , "din misses his syg hanisah" .. and it rained all day long ,making me feel so cold and waiting for your return to give me that warm hug again that i couldn't live without. baby i love you so much , only the elements on earth bare witness about how big my love toward you is..
hanisah said,..
"when u feel e gust of wind brush thru ur face..............................."- continue it baby. :)
fahkrudin reply,...
"that's the butterfly kisses i blew to u...." =)
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well, its my turn to tell u the reason why i love you.
1) iloveyou cause you gave me a chance to love you during my ketalanz days.
2) iloveyou cause ur the only girl who wrote me an utterly sweet love letter right at the beginning when we were together.(n i still have the letter.)
3) iloveyou cause you used a paper clip to clip the 2 long letters together instead of stapling it. (and yes i still do have the clip, right at the same spot where u first attached it to.)
4) iloveyou cause you took care of my bag when i went to run for the 2004 cross country and many of your friends were curious why...
5) iloveyou cause u make me eat kfc allot and now u made me become a chicken freak.
6) iloveyou cause you let me send you home right to your door step.
7) iloveyou when every time i send you home, we always walked the longer route just to buy more time for each other.
8) iloveyou when every time we didn't held hands, we walk at different speed and ended up walking apart from each other.
9) iloveyou when we held hands when on our way back from sending u home, we dance like no body business.
10) iloveyou when u wanted to tell me something but u stopped half way and made me bagged u to tell me what... but ended up leaving me guessing it myself.
11) iloveyou even when you said "was it with u that i .... oh nonono it wasn't u.."
12) iloveyou even when you fell flat right when u alighted the bus at tampines interchange together with ur DnT file and resulting with a loud bam!
13) iloveyou cause u make me control my laughter even at the most funniest moments!
14) iloveyou when u became paranoid right after the above incident happen. and u didnt want to ever step foot in tamp int.
15) iloveyou every time when i reminded you of that, u said "kau you cerite lame seh B!
16) iloveyou when u call me Fahkrudin.(seems like my name sound so sweet when she say's it.)
17) iloveyou when you call me sayang..
18) iloveyou when you call me baby..
19) iloveyou cause we prefer buses to bikes.
20) iloveyou cause i practically grew up with you and known you since 2001.
21) iloveyou cause you were more than a coincident, you were destined .
22) iloveyou cause u live right next to my grandparents block.
23) iloveyou even when you didnt layan my lame jokes at time.
24) iloveyou even more everytime you layan them. (heh!)
25) iloveyou cause you're not just a girlfriend to me. you r my best friend, my sister and at times , my mother too. =D
26) iloveyou when you nag at me . it shows that you really care 4 me..
27) iloveyou when you gave me wakeup call..
28) iloveyou even when u sat on the bench near east coast beach with your leggins and legs apart, then you farted slumberly ,aiming at me and Dato K's direction and then said. "eh terkentot".
29) iloveyou cause you are so slumber at times.
30) iloveyou cause you can be such a sweetheart..
31) iloveyou cause you make me addicted to you even after all this while..
32) iloveyou cause you've sacrificed a river of tears for me...
33) iloveyou cause you sacrificed billions and billions of brain cells thinking of my safety when im on the bike.
34) iloveyou when you massaged my shoulder when you saw me all tensed up when on the bike..
35) iloveyou when you tapped my shoulder while on the bike, and made me turn around just for you to say,"baik2 k syg.. i love you..."
36) iloveyou when you glanced to me and looked deep into my eyes even for a short moment.
37) iloveyou when you smack my butt. (nxtime smack harder k. i'll gallop right after. =D )
38) iloveyou when we had long late night conversations over the phone and we slept till 5 am.
39) iloveyou cause you saw something in me then, even when my misai aint that visible yet.
40) iloveyou cause you make me change to a better person..
41) iloveyou cause you gave me the strenght to do extraodinary things.
42) iloveyou cause you made me more confident.
43)iloveyou cause we made our self much more mature in this relationship...
44)iloveyou cause you taught me trust.
45) iloveyou cause you taught me perserverence.
46) iloveyou cause you taught me sacrifice.
47) iloveyou cause you taught me understanding..
48) iloveyou cause you taught me loyalty..
49) iloveyou cause you taught to be me patient...
50) iloveyou cause you taught me happinest..
51) iloveyou cause you taught me honesty..
52) iloveyou cause you taught me to be sincere..
53) iloveyou cause only you know how exactly im feeling..
54) iloveyou cause you didnt take note about my flaws.
55) iloveyou cause you never fail to share your problems..
56) iloveyou cause you made a difference in my life..
57) iloveyou cause you've changed alot for me..
58) iloveyou cause you never fail to text me everytime you could.
59) iloveyou cause you gave me inspirations to beautiful things cause, afterall, you are my beautiful.
50) iloveyou cause in the end, who will be parents to our lil fahkrurrazi and nirna dayana..
51) iloveyou when you buy me bubble tea when im broke and thirsty.
52) iloveyou when you piggy back me ..
53) iloveyou cause you won't mind at all when we go out and i had zero cash with me..
54) iloveyou when you kiss my chin cause u were too short to reach my lips.hehe
55) iloveyou when we tried our best to sing together in sync but always tk menjadi.
56) iloveyou even when im jealous..
57) iloveyou even when im feeling stinky, you still love to smell me..
58) iloveyou when you were so ego back then..
59) iloveyou cause you never ever fail to ask about my day every time after work.
60) iloveyou cause you unintentionally lead me to the defination of the true meaning of love.
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i love you baby.... 25-05-09
1) iloveyou cause you gave me a chance to love you during my ketalanz days.
2) iloveyou cause ur the only girl who wrote me an utterly sweet love letter right at the beginning when we were together.(n i still have the letter.)
3) iloveyou cause you used a paper clip to clip the 2 long letters together instead of stapling it. (and yes i still do have the clip, right at the same spot where u first attached it to.)
4) iloveyou cause you took care of my bag when i went to run for the 2004 cross country and many of your friends were curious why...
5) iloveyou cause u make me eat kfc allot and now u made me become a chicken freak.
6) iloveyou cause you let me send you home right to your door step.
7) iloveyou when every time i send you home, we always walked the longer route just to buy more time for each other.
8) iloveyou when every time we didn't held hands, we walk at different speed and ended up walking apart from each other.
9) iloveyou when we held hands when on our way back from sending u home, we dance like no body business.
10) iloveyou when u wanted to tell me something but u stopped half way and made me bagged u to tell me what... but ended up leaving me guessing it myself.
11) iloveyou even when you said "was it with u that i .... oh nonono it wasn't u.."
12) iloveyou even when you fell flat right when u alighted the bus at tampines interchange together with ur DnT file and resulting with a loud bam!
13) iloveyou cause u make me control my laughter even at the most funniest moments!
14) iloveyou when u became paranoid right after the above incident happen. and u didnt want to ever step foot in tamp int.
15) iloveyou every time when i reminded you of that, u said "kau you cerite lame seh B!
16) iloveyou when u call me Fahkrudin.(seems like my name sound so sweet when she say's it.)
17) iloveyou when you call me sayang..
18) iloveyou when you call me baby..
19) iloveyou cause we prefer buses to bikes.
20) iloveyou cause i practically grew up with you and known you since 2001.
21) iloveyou cause you were more than a coincident, you were destined .
22) iloveyou cause u live right next to my grandparents block.
23) iloveyou even when you didnt layan my lame jokes at time.
24) iloveyou even more everytime you layan them. (heh!)
25) iloveyou cause you're not just a girlfriend to me. you r my best friend, my sister and at times , my mother too. =D
26) iloveyou when you nag at me . it shows that you really care 4 me..
27) iloveyou when you gave me wakeup call..
28) iloveyou even when u sat on the bench near east coast beach with your leggins and legs apart, then you farted slumberly ,aiming at me and Dato K's direction and then said. "eh terkentot".
29) iloveyou cause you are so slumber at times.
30) iloveyou cause you can be such a sweetheart..
31) iloveyou cause you make me addicted to you even after all this while..
32) iloveyou cause you've sacrificed a river of tears for me...
33) iloveyou cause you sacrificed billions and billions of brain cells thinking of my safety when im on the bike.
34) iloveyou when you massaged my shoulder when you saw me all tensed up when on the bike..
35) iloveyou when you tapped my shoulder while on the bike, and made me turn around just for you to say,"baik2 k syg.. i love you..."
36) iloveyou when you glanced to me and looked deep into my eyes even for a short moment.
37) iloveyou when you smack my butt. (nxtime smack harder k. i'll gallop right after. =D )
38) iloveyou when we had long late night conversations over the phone and we slept till 5 am.
39) iloveyou cause you saw something in me then, even when my misai aint that visible yet.
40) iloveyou cause you make me change to a better person..
41) iloveyou cause you gave me the strenght to do extraodinary things.
42) iloveyou cause you made me more confident.
43)iloveyou cause we made our self much more mature in this relationship...
44)iloveyou cause you taught me trust.
45) iloveyou cause you taught me perserverence.
46) iloveyou cause you taught me sacrifice.
47) iloveyou cause you taught me understanding..
48) iloveyou cause you taught me loyalty..
49) iloveyou cause you taught to be me patient...
50) iloveyou cause you taught me happinest..
51) iloveyou cause you taught me honesty..
52) iloveyou cause you taught me to be sincere..
53) iloveyou cause only you know how exactly im feeling..
54) iloveyou cause you didnt take note about my flaws.
55) iloveyou cause you never fail to share your problems..
56) iloveyou cause you made a difference in my life..
57) iloveyou cause you've changed alot for me..
58) iloveyou cause you never fail to text me everytime you could.
59) iloveyou cause you gave me inspirations to beautiful things cause, afterall, you are my beautiful.
50) iloveyou cause in the end, who will be parents to our lil fahkrurrazi and nirna dayana..
51) iloveyou when you buy me bubble tea when im broke and thirsty.
52) iloveyou when you piggy back me ..
53) iloveyou cause you won't mind at all when we go out and i had zero cash with me..
54) iloveyou when you kiss my chin cause u were too short to reach my lips.hehe
55) iloveyou when we tried our best to sing together in sync but always tk menjadi.
56) iloveyou even when im jealous..
57) iloveyou even when im feeling stinky, you still love to smell me..
58) iloveyou when you were so ego back then..
59) iloveyou cause you never ever fail to ask about my day every time after work.
60) iloveyou cause you unintentionally lead me to the defination of the true meaning of love.
its proven, love aint about cash, materials, looks or what other people thinks of us.. its just as simple as two beings combined as one . its just love... happy 5th anniversary sayang....
i love you baby.... 25-05-09
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I've just finished reading my long previous post and couldn't help but laugh my ass out . i didn't know from where did i get all the stupid yet hilarious ideas from. maybe i all came from the gelato's I've been eating then, or maybe the pizza's or even from all the red bulls. 'Sugar rush''. hmm maybe, that's the thing that would perk me up . maybe i should drink that more often eay. but too much of those is not good . in fact too much of anything is never good.. except for Oxygen. k side tracked. yep, Ive changed allot and hmm some part of it(refers to the changes in me) , i don't really like it , but most of it, I'm loving it. but who cares, like I've always said to my self all along, learn to except changes .
just to sum up everything in life so far, its all about love it fills the air, taking over the atmosphere and seeps thru every gaping hole of our body heh..
time seems to be in his boots of speed , and without realising , the number for this year will be , 60! y 60? shhhhhhhh.. its a secret. will tell u tomorrow alright..
;)
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Changes occur in an instant and i guess i don't adapt to changes quite well as i was expected to.. But hmm, changes do need to occur once in a while....
guess i need to learn to adapt to changes faster.. perhaps take some measures to aid adaptation quicker . i believe its not going to be easy .... not at all..
lucky leads to being envied .. envy, leads to problems..so learn to love , except and be truthful to what u are feeling.
just some random thoughts about life...
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hello people!
im back and well from my fever! well, havent really recovered 100% but , mmm, perhaps abt 84% maybe.and i dont know why must it be 84%. hmm. having slight headache. but manageble . 2days mc seems more appreciated ever . ever in ma life cause maybe ns make me appreciate things more ,And rarely i would fall sick but ofcourse accumulated bacteria in ma bod maybe . or too much crap i had consumed. i wonder if we could get better just by talking crap every and in every sentence could make u a healthy person. if so, im a super healthy dude yaw! or even better, talking crap can help u develop six packs. well if that is true then me and my clicks can already be considered " mucho- man". and if mucho-man is a super hero then he'll be named, " Mucho-Man Man! " or " M.M.M" . or better pronounced as , "Mmmmmmm." hmmm sounds delicious ....
hey! i fell better already! k i should do this more.
aniways, went kite-flying with bucuk at pasir ris park earlier today it was just as awesome as always. i dont know why but lately i just got a thing with kite flying. something bout it just calms me down. hmmm.. new hobby perhaps. but me my baby was thinking of getting a much bigger and better kite so that we could reach greater heights or greater control of the kite perhaps.. orgasmic feeling i tell u! and talking bout new hobby, there are a couple of hobbies in my mind for me to choose.. maybe u guys can help me eh.
-err like said, kite-flying
-long-boarding
-back to skateboarding
-back to wake-skating
-inline-hockey
-break-dancing (hey why u laugh! better than suffeling right! fucking mayreps! haha)
-collect stamps
-collect best friends( like nisa :P)
-collect straws then joint them up together and play "dun-dun-cang"
dont know la.. help eh pple!help!
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