Saturday, March 24, 2007 @Saturday, March 24, 2007
and it seems like everything is right the way it is... not..as knew, it was me all along..what cant i be happy as in both inside and outside?a curse perhaps?nope , i dont believe in curse...but what did i do wrong .....part did i missed out..and the more i think of it the more i i felt sick...but i cant help it but accept the fact that i'm juz lonely..no wait , where did all mua friends go...they are fine... by my side always...but juz when u need that extra care and concern, its not there..and maybe during ur busy scheduel, u received a text msg saying that she loves you... i missed those times...and even when i told u that the word love does not bring a thing to my heart,you still told me that you loved me..and the happy times when i think about it sends tears down my eyes..my world revolves around lonely....who are you now?are you still the same or did you change some how.what do yo do?from this very moment when i think of you..and when i'm looking back..how we were young and stupid..do you remember that?i try to fight it ,cant deny it,I JUST CAN'T LET YOU GO.!well i still need you.i still care aBOUT you,tough everything;s bein said and done.......i still feel you, like i'm right beside you....but still no word,.no word from you... Menggigil tubuh ini Melihat kau bersamanya Tergamam aku tak terkata Meraung di jiwa Puas ku pertahankan Cinta kita sejak dulu Tapi sayang Sikit pun tidak Menghargai cintaku Sia-sia saja Pengorbanan dan kesetiaanku ini Ku sangka kau permata Rupanya duri paling berbisa Ku pasrah dan berdoa Semoga tabah jiwaku Oh... tetapi bagaimana Nak ku lawan Jiwa yang siksa Ke mana arah hendak ku tuju Bila hatiku rindu padamu Hendakku cari tapi tak guna Kau bahagia dengan si dia Dikamar sepi aku termenung Terbayang bayang kenangan kita Tidak ku sangka kau Tergamak pergi Saat ku masih perlukan mu.......
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Wednesday, March 14, 2007 @Wednesday, March 14, 2007
would you look into this eyes,
as sore as it seem.
this tears,
that i teared tonight..
And you tought i'm okay..
i had a dream of you..
you were holding me tight..
i'd wish that you'll
be mine..
tonight .
and the rest of my life..
thru these eyes,
i can see.
yet your smile ,
is what i seek..
soo tired of it..
hope one day you will see,
the way i see you in me.
you're the one for me.......
i could stand bt you for eterntity,
even if i'll be an unknown entity....
when i'm without you,
i'm feeling avoid..
then i'm with you,
i'm feeling a woe..
if i were to choose between those two,
i'd rather live my life in pain with you..
all i want to do is to hold u tight,
all i want to hear is that you care..
you,re like a dream in reality,
could barely remember the beginning and never knowing the ending......
in i'm soo sick of this....
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Sunday, March 11, 2007 @Sunday, March 11, 2007
everytime i listen to this song,
it reminds me of..
you..
always....
if only if have that special someone to show my care and concern...
i'll bring her to all the places we could go..
go to the beach to have a picnic..
take a walk by the river..
chill by the bay..
take a boat ride..
do the reverse bungie..
chill at siloso beach..
see her every time i could..
treasure her always....
..
argh..
i'd wish..
still.. hmm.. wish will rarely come true..
and i juz cant wait to get my bike...
maybe by may.. hopefully....
and yeah...
outing with mannan .qader, aidil and amma
was great..
the show 300 was superb..
love the grafics..
the sound effects.
the story line.
and mannan is, as always , a crazy hore..haha
nan ko slut sak.. haha
i don't know where to go tomorrow.. hmm ..
and lastly......
POOM!
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Monday, March 05, 2007 @Monday, March 05, 2007
what i went thru.....hmmm life been, some what mare excitement...fall out boy concert, recording, last day at work blablabla..alright , fall out boy concert was great.me hisham nan and martin and his gf..some stupid things that happen..some untie, goes to the concert, and juz like .argh! bengap!i mean, imagine going to a concert then being ask to keep quiet and behave ur self by someone.this is a fucking concert god dammit. go to chuch la for god's sake..then mannan was accused of being a pervert..matin was molested by a fat bitch..his gf, god braces,hisham got scolded for elbowing a lady.i was molested my a huge booby.. say's mannan..hahaand etc..but overall fun for a fall out boy concert.hahamosh and body surf! gerek!pictures soon.. last day at work was urtterly EMO! haha.. oh well, what can i say, they juz love me.. haha!aniways ,recording goes well ar.. sounds better i must say.. much more clearer.. so if anione wants the cd it be juz 2 bucks alright.. enough for us to buy nasi ayam k.. thanks... hehe!ar what else to look foward to that juz my bike now..k maybe a next jamming session. of maybe a next performance.. arr, whatever la eh..end.
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