 RAIN HARD
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hey man.. last friday was pure fun.. and the fun was even "funner" when ma first string broke the last min, whila tuning ma guitar.. what a boner i was.. i mean tune a guitar, broke, last min.. hies.. but aniways i had loads of fun there even before performance..here are sum pic for u to stare ahak-
kak ngah juz took some pictures of the band.fun jumping pics. ahak- eh yah where is ma bassist?
trying to invite the birds to come for the concert.. oi electrico playing- come, come..ahak.k lame.but fun.still lame..n go on n go on.ahak
she gave me a shock ahak.. u shock the jeepers out of me.. appreciate it alot dear.. thanks alot 4 all the pple who supported us..56 cheers to u guys. aniways ma face is cramped up. nice
As for the rest of the day, was tiring.. didnt eat all day.onli prata in the mornz. nt enuf slpt.and go on and go on and go on and go on. . but fun is still there. and manan , izzat, abang martin and kader light the place up .. thanks a million.. and yeah also the cedar pple was a big help..that was a wrap.hope we do better .. alrite..
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yeah hope every thing goes out well today.der and nan was at ma hm yesterday, tryin to vandalise ma crib.hehey nt reli arg dey juz chill for a while, get some stuff, eat a whole load of junk food and then they went off.. hope u guy's wud enjoy it.. aniways slpt at one am yest but still feel sleepy though.. been yawning since i woke up..now cant blog so much.
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fish tarts.. damn.. i got to stop cursing its not healthy.. bad 4 ur teeth and may cause gingevitus , gum probs, lung and brain cancer...ouu wait, thats smoking.. so what the heck.. aniway heres a way to stop the cursing.. take a deep breath,hold it for 5 sec ,close your nose and have have a gulp water and ur hiccups are gone..ouups im twisting stories.. must be the nervousness in me.. damn ive been on guitars since 4ever.. nuthing else todo.. thats the most cheapest form of entertaiment other than bloging craps and giving ma sis a hard time at home and setting booby traps for ma cat .. ahak..that was fun..aniways juz some improvements i need desprately.. so help wanted.. hehey..and dance-dance by fall out boy if freaking heart beat. ahak.. i dont know wad it means but,, it is freaking heart beat..
aniways, ma leg is feeling cramp after yesterday's last min soccer session.. damn.. how could this hapen to me??but soccer session at 7pm was awesome,, no sun, no rain, no oxygen, more carbondioxide, thus makes us sleepy while waitin 4 our turn.. but it was fun..manan had a bad fall, or should i say a stupid fall? ahak.. hope u recover soon.. and yeah, chinese back combed santa claus commited suiside near ramdan's hm.. damn.. cant wait 4 christmas izzit..hehey.. best wishes and great dishes and may u have a joyful life in the after life in who knows where.. hell most probably, i mean thats where all chinese go when they die rite.. fact.. aniways slpt at 3 am yesterday.. didnt had time to blog cause dad got to use the room.. ouu man.. tats okay.. hey another thing..
every thingis back to where they belong, and im glad so cause messed her damn much.. juz tat i didnt show it.. ego is both good and bad.. but too much ego u wud end up like ayah.. ahak.. sad to say, but hes cool no matter wad.. even with his popeye hat ahak..onli no pipe..
so i added a new song here.. u know the song.. love it.. suits ma skin.. but maybe the wizzard got to go.. kinda getting on ma nerves..
so heres the lyrics 4 my immortal,
I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leaveI wish that you would just leave
'Cause your presence still lingers hereAnd it won't leave me alone
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
[
Chorus:]When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still haveAll of me
You used to captivate me By your resonating light
Now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it hauntsMy once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased awayAll the sanity in me
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
[Chorus]I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me.........I've been alone all along !!!
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THings seem alil bit better now..but hmm cnt say so reli too.. it stills worries me.is it always the guy who have to make the first move.. what happen to initiative? hmm.sometimes i juz dont get it..no wait, i always dont get it, im juz clueless abt this shit. damn.. so i try nt to think..sickens me to the core.makes me lose ma life but this love think is juz uncontrollable. feels good when goes rite. but sucks ice when it gets out of hand.love sumtimes cant be understand. but for one to move on is to forget , but sometimes good things happen too.. so we cant say much.. when it comes, it comes. yes its diff to understand. i got over it, now im jus waiting.
k stop that emo shit, sooner or later i'll be writing "dear diary ur the only one i can ever let out ma feelings to" . damn emo skumbags.
so back to what i did to day.. was raining heavyly, faiz and aizat wanted to jam near ma hm so had to fetch them from the busstop.. shared a gigantic umbrella ma mum bought ahak.. fun.so went to town wit sista after that, to get some stuff.. tot is going to gelatissimo to get ma free ice cream from nana but nt sure if i could get also, summore nt sure if ur werking. i longed to taste that. too bad its too expensive.. damn......den after i got all of ma stuff, we went to litle india to get ma fav indian candy called the jellebi. freaking nice sak. bought 4 of those and i dun think i be buying it for a month.. its so sweet.. like sugar sweet..been singing the jellebi song since i bought it.. damn..tats all..
figured out tat i missed a couple of stuff and ma loves ,so heres a lil sumsum for u guys to stare on ,
yeah them, the so called persatuan.. fun memos.......
pressing ma lil cuzs big belly after her big prata meal.....
going to school in the morn to enjoy the view of ma hood.....
yeah her.. cant say much abt her.. ununderstandable..still ,missed is there..yeah thats abt it for today.. n yeah, kak ngahs cookings are fantastic... yan got to free his mind. so best wishes great fishes to you and the world.. i want life time supply of fishes and sushi rocks ma world !!
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things juz seems all messed up since yesterday.. fuck it man. fuck all that attitude.. fuck ma self for this shit.. and a fucking thanks 4 that attitude of yours again. its juz amazing how one thing can lead to another in an instance..all this shit juz start from it...
had a long day yesterday.. tats all i can say.. dun haf to go tru details, juz that how i wish you would understand.. no u dont. u juz think of ur self.u dont fucking care rite. its all about u..im juz fed up with that attitude of yours..
and because of that , it spread to ma fams.. juz like fire.
thanks alot i say.. and if u think ur still rite , gd for u. i cant change such egoistic persons thinking.. all this time i kept tis fire in. juz cant control this angst animore..
i deeply applogise to ma parents for being part of the mess..especially ibu.. im messed up..i miz ayah.. loads....
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kk first of all. HAPPY eighteen BIRTHDAY to ma friend heryadi.. all the best to ya future anchovies alrites.. hey, be gd guy always.. u not onli have one life but u onli have one chance to live in this world so to it good alrites.. .
aniways , i learned that in this , in this time we live in is a world of lies, or in islamic terms, zaman fitnah.. indeed i agreed with what ma uztat says.we live in denial and lies.. rules we dont obey, do's that we don't do.. hies.. k enuf said..love is a funny thing.. sometimes it feels good sometimes it feels bad.. when its bad, its not funny nomore huh.. damn , wtf, im talking crap now.enuf abt the emo shits.. ok ,didnt update for awhile. sucks ballz yeah..no job that need a sorry fish cake like me.. what am i suppose to do.. bad things happen to me when i have jobs, n bad things also happen to me when i have no jobs.. either way i lose, so y live rite? "I RATHER DIE THEN LIVE IN THIS SICK WORLD" ahak.. like what IZ said..things at hm are fine always asusual.. its juz me that dont feel reli up to life.. some thing is bothering me in ma heart.. and the worst part is, i don;t know wtf it is.. indeed it sucks.. but yeah, tried nt to show it lar.whats the point, pple hate it more ..n i dun even understand.. lets juz let me figure out the prob ma self.. why why why-wo the semmore.. wo puchetau , semo wode nowadays feel like siowtingtong.. damn, crap again.. what the heck arg. who cares. no one cares.why? because im emo. argh- kk enuf said..im juz going paranoid because of shits, n this emo critic song is the bomb.. ahak.. cant get it off ma head.. slit ma wrist and cut ma throat, i must be emo.. damn.. and im in love with this australian breed cat.. so beautiful and poist.. big eyes.. damn i want u man.damn cute.. cant get it off ma mind.. hope ma dad get it.. hes in love wit it too.. high chance hes gona get it.. went to expo last sat to watch the cat comp, yes cat comp, sounds phethetic but, to hell it goes.. the cats were all fuckin* addorable.. what can i say, im a cat lover..erm it means that i love cat u dumb ass.. ahak..thats the place where i fel in love wit the australian breed cat.. im gona get u bebeh.. ahak..titi is gona get jealous, that stupid cat of mine.. too stupid to go out of the house..tupid cat.pentan.drops fur every where.
Aniways, suppose to go cycling tomorow..gona be there alil late, cause got some last min band stuff to attend.this shit is beginning to be a lil bit annoying.but tats okey , patience is a virtue.. and emo kids are gay.seriously.and im never gona label ma self emo..wud u make out wit another guy? sick retards.like what i said, zaman fitnah. hey im bored so lets make us sum rymes.
one ,2 ,3,4 sumething is crawling cross the floor,summore, wtf is it?
is it a whore? no, its sumtin more..
tell me tell me, what the hell are u waiting for ? u whore, who wore a dress that i tore.
in the area of the breast, thats located near the chest if u have no breast.
okok , i tell ok, i dun want to play.. oh its just a hay.
haiyah u make me suspense lah like sponge bob square pants who onli have ten cents in his hands. pilled fence , hence got alot of ants because antz like fence..square pants make bench with fence. now u understand? its confusing if u dont understand cause indeed in typing crap to waste ma sad and bored time doing this rhyme, like busta rhymes in his child hood times..sometimes he does counts his dymes so he could buy sum bling-bling to giv his girlfriend mai ling who is now studying submarine.indeed she wants to be a submariner but what happens to the bonner? ahak kk crap.. gtg now chow.
tribute to heryadi for his eighteen bday.. cheers to the werld.
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