Wednesday, June 24, 2009 @Wednesday, June 24, 2009
this was what my sweet beloved gave me to encourage me to update my blog..Ive done reading some of ur previous post. like i said, when i miss u so so much, i will read ur post & that makes me feel betta. i donnoe why but it works! i have no idea when r u gonna read this cause only if u INTEND to update ur blog then u Will read this. so i guess not anytime sooner cause u memang besar nye pemalas nak update! haha let this be a simple & sweet surprise k. for now, i Will hint u to update ur blog.u know what baby, i feel so so lucky, so so blessed to have u. we're pretty much in love with each other. see how greatly difference before and after, if u get what i mean. how we grow so connected with each other. i have made up my mind that only u know me best. YES ONLY YOU FAHKRUDIN! during my hardest time, my joyest moment, u were there to hold me close and be my witness. u love me so much til at one moment i question myself if I'm good enough to deserve ur love. and yes i love u tooo much, no doubt bout it. ill make u my last. insyaallah.guess ive said enough. these are just random stuff i wanna say to u."when u feel e gust of wind brush thru ur face..............................."- continue it baby. :)and that is so so sweet la syg...and yes she kept on hinting me to update my blog so i could see the surprise she dropped me quite awhile ago. baby, ur the sweetest thing that had happen to me .. i cant imagine my life living without u..even without ur presence , had made it feel so painstaking for me to bare, like for example today.. u went fro kl just for one day, and I'd missed you oh so much that it gives me butterflies in my hard tummy just thinking about your safety there miles away from me...i even put my nick name at l4d as , "din misses his syg hanisah" .. and it rained all day long ,making me feel so cold and waiting for your return to give me that warm hug again that i couldn't live without. baby i love you so much , only the elements on earth bare witness about how big my love toward you is..hanisah said,.."when u feel e gust of wind brush thru ur face..............................."- continue it baby. :)fahkrudin reply,..."that's the butterfly kisses i blew to u...." =)
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