Saturday, February 24, 2007 @Saturday, February 24, 2007
so i'm back from my holiday to KL.tought to just clear my mind, but yea, didnt do that much.but still i had fun with my fams and cuzz . its been long since we go for a trip together. damn..all the way during the trip, i keep playing that 3 songs i sent u.. damn that again..been triying to get over it.. hopefully i do...on the brighter side of life.. i finally pass my bike lisence...now i'm looking 4ward to get my bike.. yea..when oh when..someone juz pass my number to some electronical engineering gurl..i wonder who was it.. and all i could tink of is her.. argh. god help me in this..ohoh next week probably be going for a recording session .had a so called band meeting yesterday, and maybe we be selling our songs for a low price ar ofcourse...cant wait..and oh yea. if anione has ani idea of a logo for our band, please kindly tag yah..yey. hies...kk see if anyone of you could recognise this lyrics..i never felt like this before
the way you look into my eyes..
i always see a reason...
it never fails to make me smile
hope we could walk a thousand miles..
and conquer all this fear
INSIDE
i wont lie..
(won't lie)
cause its not my thing...
and all the plans that we could do,
we will survire!!
wohouwo!!
will
survive!(x2)
Right now!
WE will!
SUrvive!!!
grrr
And all the faces that we knew,
the people that we knew,
is not the same one..
and all the voices that we know ,
the voices that we hear,
it will turn our brains
INSIDE
i wont lie
(wont lie!)
cause its not my thing..
and all the plans that we could do..
WE will SURVIVE!
wohouwo !
will survive!(x2)
Right now!
WE will!
SUrvive!!!
and all the voices that we hear
the voices that we hear,
it will turn or brain inside
and all the voices that we hear,
the voices that we hear, it will turn or brains in side....
like we never felt before...
and to the day we spend,
the chilling night we've been,
i swear i'd take your hand,
and we will survive!!!
AGRRRRRR!!!
senang la eh...
ps: i don't know how to feel now.ultra confused.
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Saturday, February 17, 2007 @Saturday, February 17, 2007
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k basicly...i'm in no mood for anithing..someone is stupid enough to go cut his wrist for god knows why...i swear if he do it again, in go break anithing he is doing it with then give him an upper-cut..well..feel like screeming at the top of my lungs and say .."BEEP* YOu!!"argh... every inch of my soul says i love.....i hope this goes away as quickly as possible..i'm getting restless but at the same time in no mood to do anithing..."contradicting..."im off to KL by dusk..hope i could just forget everything ..oh god' please fill my heart with happiness n joy..then gimme a bike..damn.. all im looking foward to is my bike now...THATS ALL...grrrr....well....hmm... (to u know who u are)take good care of your self okay...i cnt do anithing abt the present and i juz cant throw away the past..for that 2 years was the best days of my life despite everything bad..alot to look foward to, suprises, and urges to suprise u...never ever did u do stuff do make u feel bad.. all the things that i do was for the sake of us...who knows.... maybe my dear........................maybe.Didn't you want to hear
The sound of all the places we could go
Do you fear
The expressions on the faces we don't know
It's a cold hard road when you wake up
And I don't think that I
Have the strength to let you go
Maybe it's just me,
Couldn't you believe
That everything I said and did,
wasn't just deceiving
And the tear in your eye,
and your calm hard face
Makes me wish that I was never brought into this place ....
There goes my ring
It might as well have been shattered
And I'm here to sing
About the things that mattered
About the things that made us feel alive for oh so long
About the things that kept you on my side when I was wrong
Maybe it's just me,
Couldn't you believe
That everything I said and did,
wasn't just deceiving
And the tear in your eye,
and your calm hard face
Makes me wish that I was never brought into this place
And someday,
I promise I'll be gone
And someday,
I might even sing this song
To you,
I might even sing this song,
to you,
to you,
to you
And I was crying alone tonight
And I was wasting all of my life just thinking of you
So just come back we'll make it better
So just come back I'll make it better than it ever was x2
Maybe it's just me,
Couldn't you believe
That everything I said and did,
wasn't just deceiving
And the tear in your eye,
and your calm hard face
Makes me wish that I was never brought into this place ...
Maybe it's just me,
Couldn't you believe
That everything I said and did,
wasn't just deceiving
And the tear in your eye,
and your calm hard face
Makes me wish that I was never brought into this place
(I want it all, Don't leave right now)
(I'll give you everything)
maybe..
just for you know who you are...
i'm so sorry but i miss you... alot..
i'll just be patient for now....
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Tuesday, February 13, 2007 @Tuesday, February 13, 2007
damn.. i'd wish i have one more chance to prove that to you..if only i could turn back time.....damn.
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@Tuesday, February 13, 2007
my life is geting more complicated then ever...
The more i think,
the the more depressed i get.
The more i try to forget,
the more complicated it gets..
i should stop questioning things right now..
i'm so sorry that its the cause of me..
even if u don't feel so,
i do.
well..
then things get better,
to me,
maybe worst..
but,
i just want to be happy..
i had this crazy idea of getting back together..
but u know i know,
its juz difficult..
i don't want you to break that sweet relationship..
its like breaking a fairy tale..maybe...
it's seems so perfact between yall..
last night i had another crazy dream..
i dreamt of you..
i felt it.. i didnt want to wake up cause,
i know when i do,
it would just end there..
maybe i just want you back..
but at the same time ,
i don't wana hurt anybody..
well i juz could'nt get all the things that i want..
hope theres someone like you,
that i find one day..
that kiss kept playing in my sleep...
but i juz cant let this fraction of sadness,
overrule my happiness..
maybe i wont show..
maybe you would know...
and every time u felt diff,
i feel u..
every time theres something that
does not go right ,
i know..
is this a sign of connection ..
5 words to end it off with..
Lets,
Not,
Make,
Things,
.........Complicated..........
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Saturday, February 10, 2007 @Saturday, February 10, 2007
for you.....a lonely september....."I'm sittin' here all by myself
just tryin' to think of something to do..
Tryin' to think of something, anything
just to keep me from thinking of you..
But you know it's not working out
'cause you're all that's on my mind....
One thought of you is all it takes
to leave the rest of the world behind.....
Well I didn't mean for this to go,,
as far as it did
And I didn't mean to get so close,
and share what we did
And I didn't mean to fall in love,
but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back,
but I know you did...
I'm sittin' here tryin' to convince myself
that you're not the one for me..
But the more I think, the less I believe it
and the more I want you here with me...
You know the holidays are coming up
I don't want to spend them alone...
Memories of Christmas time with you
will just kill me if I'm on my own...
Well I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did
And I didn't mean to get so close,
and share what we did
And I didn't mean to fall in love,
but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back..
I know it's not the smartest thing to do
we just can't seem to get it right,
But what I wouldn't give to have one more chance tonight
One more chance tonight
I'm sittin' here tryin' to entertain myself with this old guitar...
But with all my inspiration gone it's not getting me very far...
I look around my room and everything I see reminds me of you...
Oh please, baby won't you take my hand
we've got nothing left to prove...
Well I didn't mean for this to go
as far as it did..
And I didn't mean to get so close
and share what we did..
And I didn't mean to fall in love,
but I did..
And you didn't mean to love me back,
but I know you did..
And I didn't mean to meet you then
we were just kids...
And I didn't mean to give you chills
the way that I kiss...
And I didn't mean to fall in love,
but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back but I know you did..
Don't say you didn't love me back 'cause you know you did
No,
you didn't mean to love me back
But you did...
well juz some ssong that reminds me of someone..
myself........
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Tuesday, February 06, 2007 @Tuesday, February 06, 2007
let me juz summarise today... sweet.. indeed a sweet day..even so and so.. i wont tell. but its just a sweet2 day.. start and end..that memorial walk.. those meaningful conversations...that short hair and sweet2 voice..that same2 route....that smile u gave me everytime we said good bye..that smile i had walking back hm after i accompanied u home .. well... can't forget those times.......................................................................................................................................have u ever felt like giving up?have you ever regretted making a decision?dang.. every inch of my body thinks i should give up.. but y didnt i?i mean how hard can it be right?it may look easy... but only god knows...the thing you kept from me i know..i kept quiet..hoping one fine day u would open up to tell the truth..i won't be angry nor jealous ..just dissappointed...i waited for a respond.. no different from waiting for a respond from a wall..i felt numb,all-of-a-suddent..i see a light , but i could never reach it.i think i could, but god juz has other plans for me..i'm back to accepting what faith has in store for me..maybe you are just not the one for me i guess..i've tried..i know u've tried..we tried..it just did'nt work out i think..all i'd ever wanted from u was to show that u really2 care..seems tat u don't ..maybe deep inside u did..well you should have let it out...or like i've said, there was really none to start it of with..maybe...and all this while, ive been using the term , i think and maybe.. cause u know why?i'm just confused..confused for you.. u understand..hope you do..maybe this time i would turn back ..understand the situation cause i don't want my ego to thake the best of me..i don't want to be like him..and the best feeling i had after a long2 time was today....hope you know who you are and hope YOU know who you are...i miss.............................................................................................................................and the things i'm looking foward to is just getting my QDl, a bike, getting promoted, completing my higher nitec,a recording and someone sweet out there to fill the spaces...in the mean time... more gigs please.......
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