Thursday, April 20, 2006 @Thursday, April 20, 2006
fish tarts.. damn.. i got to stop cursing its not healthy.. bad 4 ur teeth and may cause gingevitus , gum probs, lung and brain cancer...ouu wait, thats smoking.. so what the heck.. aniway heres a way to stop the cursing.. take a deep breath,hold it for 5 sec ,close your nose and have have a gulp water and ur hiccups are gone..ouups im twisting stories.. must be the nervousness in me.. damn ive been on guitars since 4ever.. nuthing else todo.. thats the most cheapest form of entertaiment other than bloging craps and giving ma sis a hard time at home and setting booby traps for ma cat .. ahak..that was fun..aniways juz some improvements i need desprately.. so help wanted.. hehey..and dance-dance by fall out boy if freaking heart beat. ahak.. i dont know wad it means but,, it is freaking heart beat.. aniways, ma leg is feeling cramp after yesterday's last min soccer session.. damn.. how could this hapen to me??but soccer session at 7pm was awesome,, no sun, no rain, no oxygen, more carbondioxide, thus makes us sleepy while waitin 4 our turn.. but it was fun..manan had a bad fall, or should i say a stupid fall? ahak.. hope u recover soon.. and yeah, chinese back combed santa claus commited suiside near ramdan's hm.. damn.. cant wait 4 christmas izzit..hehey.. best wishes and great dishes and may u have a joyful life in the after life in who knows where.. hell most probably, i mean thats where all chinese go when they die rite.. fact.. aniways slpt at 3 am yesterday.. didnt had time to blog cause dad got to use the room.. ouu man.. tats okay.. hey another thing.. every thingis back to where they belong, and im glad so cause messed her damn much.. juz tat i didnt show it.. ego is both good and bad.. but too much ego u wud end up like ayah.. ahak.. sad to say, but hes cool no matter wad.. even with his popeye hat ahak..onli no pipe.. so i added a new song here.. u know the song.. love it.. suits ma skin.. but maybe the wizzard got to go.. kinda getting on ma nerves..so heres the lyrics 4 my immortal,I'm so tired of being hereSuppressed by all my childish fearsAnd if you have to leaveI wish that you would just leave'Cause your presence still lingers hereAnd it won't leave me aloneThese wounds won't seem to healThis pain is just too realThere's just too much that time cannot erase[Chorus:]When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears And I held your hand through all of these years But you still haveAll of meYou used to captivate me By your resonating lightNow I'm bound by the life you left behindYour face it hauntsMy once pleasant dreamsYour voice it chased awayAll the sanity in meThese wounds won't seem to healThis pain is just too realThere's just too much that time cannot erase[Chorus]I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone But though you're still with me.........I've been alone all along !!!
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