Tuesday, February 06, 2007 @Tuesday, February 06, 2007
let me juz summarise today... sweet.. indeed a sweet day..even so and so.. i wont tell. but its just a sweet2 day.. start and end..that memorial walk.. those meaningful conversations...that short hair and sweet2 voice..that same2 route....that smile u gave me everytime we said good bye..that smile i had walking back hm after i accompanied u home .. well... can't forget those times.......................................................................................................................................have u ever felt like giving up?have you ever regretted making a decision?dang.. every inch of my body thinks i should give up.. but y didnt i?i mean how hard can it be right?it may look easy... but only god knows...the thing you kept from me i know..i kept quiet..hoping one fine day u would open up to tell the truth..i won't be angry nor jealous ..just dissappointed...i waited for a respond.. no different from waiting for a respond from a wall..i felt numb,all-of-a-suddent..i see a light , but i could never reach it.i think i could, but god juz has other plans for me..i'm back to accepting what faith has in store for me..maybe you are just not the one for me i guess..i've tried..i know u've tried..we tried..it just did'nt work out i think..all i'd ever wanted from u was to show that u really2 care..seems tat u don't ..maybe deep inside u did..well you should have let it out...or like i've said, there was really none to start it of with..maybe...and all this while, ive been using the term , i think and maybe.. cause u know why?i'm just confused..confused for you.. u understand..hope you do..maybe this time i would turn back ..understand the situation cause i don't want my ego to thake the best of me..i don't want to be like him..and the best feeling i had after a long2 time was today....hope you know who you are and hope YOU know who you are...i miss.............................................................................................................................and the things i'm looking foward to is just getting my QDl, a bike, getting promoted, completing my higher nitec,a recording and someone sweet out there to fill the spaces...in the mean time... more gigs please.......
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