Saturday, March 24, 2007 @Saturday, March 24, 2007
and it seems like everything is right the way it is... not..as knew, it was me all along..what cant i be happy as in both inside and outside?a curse perhaps?nope , i dont believe in curse...but what did i do wrong .....part did i missed out..and the more i think of it the more i i felt sick...but i cant help it but accept the fact that i'm juz lonely..no wait , where did all mua friends go...they are fine... by my side always...but juz when u need that extra care and concern, its not there..and maybe during ur busy scheduel, u received a text msg saying that she loves you... i missed those times...and even when i told u that the word love does not bring a thing to my heart,you still told me that you loved me..and the happy times when i think about it sends tears down my eyes..my world revolves around lonely....who are you now?are you still the same or did you change some how.what do yo do?from this very moment when i think of you..and when i'm looking back..how we were young and stupid..do you remember that?i try to fight it ,cant deny it,I JUST CAN'T LET YOU GO.!well i still need you.i still care aBOUT you,tough everything;s bein said and done.......i still feel you, like i'm right beside you....but still no word,.no word from you... Menggigil tubuh ini Melihat kau bersamanya Tergamam aku tak terkata Meraung di jiwa Puas ku pertahankan Cinta kita sejak dulu Tapi sayang Sikit pun tidak Menghargai cintaku Sia-sia saja Pengorbanan dan kesetiaanku ini Ku sangka kau permata Rupanya duri paling berbisa Ku pasrah dan berdoa Semoga tabah jiwaku Oh... tetapi bagaimana Nak ku lawan Jiwa yang siksa Ke mana arah hendak ku tuju Bila hatiku rindu padamu Hendakku cari tapi tak guna Kau bahagia dengan si dia Dikamar sepi aku termenung Terbayang bayang kenangan kita Tidak ku sangka kau Tergamak pergi Saat ku masih perlukan mu.......
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