music is the shorthand of EMOTIONS

Wednesday, July 04, 2007 @Wednesday, July 04, 2007

nothing feels the same from this night

but i let my self cry..

I'm dying now,

i just can't calm down.

and i ran thru a story in my head,

well I'm just am worried.

this time,

its turning me,

and it's just killing me..

and I'm bleeding from inside,

yet its hidden from your eyes,

and I'm just breaking down,

for you to be around..

Will we behold the key?

for the box of our treasured memories,

and let it free.....

i feel useless,

tell me i am cause i am..

and I'll thank you for that.

punch me in the face,

kick me in the nuts,

cause i deserve that..

pull me down and drop me to the ground.

eat dirt and it wouldn't matter for all that ever mattered was........

and i kept asking myself shits...

confused and ....

no one to blame but my useless self..

i love you..

and i say it three times for you to hear.

and if i had one wish...

you would know what i would wish for..

and when i feel the breeze brush pass my face,

you would know what i'm thinking..

oh god please open up my heart...

but i thank you for blessing me with cool friends..

still it feels oh so empty.

now i'm here on my knees ,

so humble , so pure, so to ask for just one last wish..

help please....

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